Where is God?

Ive had several people in passing ask me, "where do I think God is/was in my situation?"

Let me start off by saying...God didn't cause this. God didn't create this. 

We were all born into a world where SIN exists. Its evil. Sins wrecks everything! Everything. 

So...Where was/is God? 

He's always been here with me. He hasn't gone anywhere.

He has given me a PEACE that passes all of my understanding...it's baffling to me. The joy and peace that I have experienced these past 7 months or so. It can only be from the Lord. We all have choices to make. We all make good choices and bad choices but, the are OUR choices. I'm choosing to see what lessons the Lord would have me learn through my experiences and not dwell on what happened to me and my boys.  I can choose to waller in self-pity but, that's not who I am or who I want to be. I'm a glass half full kinda girl :)  I choose to forgive and move on. Hear me when I say...do I think I could have done things different in my marriage? absolutely!  We are all human and all make mistakes. Thats the beauty of the cross and Jesus' love for us. He welcomes us with open arms!  

I'm waving the 'white flag' and surrendering all to Him. His LOVE has won! He made a way for PEACE! He took our rightful place!! 

I'm looking forward to the next chapter of our life.  I'm hopeful for an amazing life to come for me and the boys! 

If  you are in the middle of a life crisis...just know that the Lord is here.

All you need to do is press in to Him!!